Of a Philosophical Nature

London was a crowded city in 1666. The streets were narrow, the air was polluted, and inhabitants lived on top of each other in small wooden houses. That’s why the plague spread so easily, as well as the Great Fire. So did gossip, and the talk of the town was Margaret Cavendish, the Duchess of Newcastle.

Cavendish was a fiery novelist, playwright, philosopher and public figure known for her dramatic manner and controversial beliefs. She made her own dresses and decorated them in ribbons and baubles, and once attended the theater in a topless gown with red paint on her nipples. In his diaries, Samuel Pepys described her as a “mad, conceited, ridiculous woman,” albeit one he was obsessed with: he diarized about her six times in one three-month spell.

The duchess drew public attention because she was a woman with ideas, lots of them, at a time when that was not welcome. Cavendish had grown up during the murderous hysteria of the English witch trials, and her sometimes contradictory proto-feminism was fueled by the belief that there was a parallel to be drawn between the way men treated women and the way men treated animals and nature. “The truth is,” she wrote, “we [women] Live like Bats or Owls, labour like Beasts and die like Worms.”

In 1666, she released “The Blazing World,” a romantic and adventurous fantasy novel (as well as a satire of male intellectualism) in which a woman wanders through a portal at the North Pole and is transported to another world full of multicolored humans and anthropomorphic beasts, where she becomes an empress and builds a utopian society. It is now recognized as one of the first-ever works of science fiction.

But this idea of a blazing world was not just fiction for Cavendish. It was a metaphor for her philosophical theories about the nature of reality. She believed that at a fundamental level, the entire universe was made of just one thing: matter. And that matter wasn’t mostly lifeless and inert, like most of her peers believed, but animate, aware, completely interconnected, at one with the stuff inside us. In essence, she envisioned that it wasn’t just humans that were conscious, but that consciousness, in some form, was present throughout nature, from animals to plants to rocks to atoms. The world, through her eyes, was blazing.

Cavendish was not the only one to have thoughts like these at that time, but they were dangerous thoughts to have. In Amsterdam, the Jewish philosopher Baruch Spinoza wrote that every physical thing had its own mind, and those minds were at one with God’s mind; his books were banned by the church, he was attacked at knifepoint outside a synagogue, and eventually, he was excommunicated. Twenty-three years before Cavendish was born, the Italian Dominican friar and philosopher, Giordano Bruno — who believed the entire universe was made of a single universal substance that contained spirit or consciousness — was labeled a heretic, gagged, tied to a stake and burned alive in the center of Rome by the agents of the Inquisition. His ashes were dumped in the Tiber.

If the dominant worldview of Christianity and the rising worldview of science could agree on anything, it was that matter was dead: Man was superior to nature. But Cavendish, Spinoza, Bruno and others had latched onto the coattails of an ancient yet radical idea, one that had been circulating philosophy in the East and West since theories of mind first began. Traces of it can be found in Hinduism, Buddhism, Taoism, Christian mysticism and the philosophy of ancient Greece, as well as many indigenous belief systems around the world. The idea has many forms and versions, but modern studies of it house them all inside one grand general theory: panpsychism.

Derived from the Greek words pan (“all”) and psyche (“soul” or “mind”), panpsychism is the idea that consciousness — perhaps the most mysterious phenomenon we have yet come across — is not unique to the most complex organisms; it pervades the entire universe and is a fundamental feature of reality. “At a very basic level,” wrote the Canadian philosopher William Seager, “the world is awake.”

Plato and Aristotle had panpsychist beliefs, as did the Stoics. At the turn of the 12th century, the Christian mystic Saint Francis of Assisi was so convinced that everything was conscious that he tried speaking to flowers and preaching to birds. In fact, the history of thought is dotted with very clever people coming to this seemingly irrational conclusion. William James, the father of American psychology, was a panpsychist, as was the celebrated British mathematician Alfred North Whitehead; the Nobel Prize-winning physicist Max Planck once remarked in an interview, “I regard consciousness as fundamental.” Even the great inventor Thomas Edison had some panpsychist views, telling the poet George Parsons Lathrop: “It seems that every atom is possessed by a certain amount of primitive intelligence.”

But over the course of the 20th century, panpsychism came to be seen as absurd and incompatible in mainstream Western science and philosophy, just a reassuring delusion for New Age daydreamers. Karl Popper, one of the most influential philosophers of recent times, described it as “trivial” and “grossly misleading.” Another heavyweight, Ludwig Wittgenstein, waved away the theory: “Such image-mongery is of no interest to us.” As the American philosopher John Searle put it: “Consciousness cannot be spread across the universe like a thin veneer of jam.”

Most philosophers and scientists with panpsychist beliefs kept them quiet for fear of public ridicule. Panpsychism used “to be laughed at insofar as it was thought of at all,” wrote the philosopher Philip Goff in his latest book, “Galileo’s Error: Foundations for a New Science of Consciousness.” But now, we are in the midst of a “full-blown panpsychist renaissance.” Goff is one of a rising tide of thinkers around the world who have found themselves drawn back to this ancient theory. Spurred on by scientific breakthroughs, a lost argument from the 1920s and the encouraging way panpsychism is able to bypass the “hard problem” of consciousness, they are beginning to rebuild and remodel its intellectual foundations, transforming it into a strong candidate for the ultimate theory of reality.

“According to panpsychism,” Goff told me when we met recently in the garden of a pub near Durham University, where he teaches, “consciousness pervades the universe and is a fundamental feature of it. So, it doesn’t necessarily mean everything is ‘conscious.’ The basic idea is that the fundamental building blocks of the universe, perhaps electrons and quarks, have incredibly simple forms of experience, and very complex experience — like that of a human brain — is somehow built up from these very simple and rudimentary forms of experience. … That doesn’t mean your chair is conscious. It means the tiny particles the chair is made up of have some kind of rudimentary experience.”

If the panpsychists are right, it could cast doubt on the foundations of a worldview that has been deeply embedded in our psyche for hundreds of years: that humans are superior to everything around them, disconnected from the insensate matter of nature, marooned on a crumbling planet in a cold and mechanical universe. Panpsychism re-enchants the world, embeds us profoundly within the climate crisis and places us on a continuum of consciousness with all that we see around us.

“We have become used to the Copernican idea that we are not at the center of the universe but simply one planet among many,” Goff wrote in his first book, “Consciousness and Fundamental Reality.” “Perhaps it’s time for a Copernican revolution about our own consciousness.”

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The notion of a world awake might seem unintuitive to most of us, but it is something we adopt naturally in childhood. In 1929, the Swiss psychologist Jean Piaget found that children between two and four years old are inclined to attribute consciousness to everything around them. A child can happily talk to a grasshopper and blame the pavement if they trip up, and it isn’t such an alien thought, at that age, to think a flower might feel the sunlight and perhaps even enjoy it. Fairy tales and children’s media are infused with animate worlds in which trees, animals and objects come to the aid or annoyance of a protagonist.

Most of us dismiss these notions as we mature. Gradually, we rein the concept of consciousness closer and closer in, until, at least in the West, we usually settle on the traditional view that consciousness is present only in the brains of humans and higher animals.

Along with this goes the premise that consciousness must have sparked into existence from completely non-conscious matter quite recently, cosmically speaking — and only in a tiny corner of the universe. Perhaps a few hundred million years ago, a light bulb flickered on, and something somewhere felt reality for the first time. Before that miraculous spark, the great physicist Erwin Schrodinger wondered, was the universe “a play before empty benches, not existing for anybody, thus quite properly speaking not existing?” As for which higher animals have it and which don’t, there is no agreement, but we have a vague sense. Monkeys and dolphins, definitely conscious; cats and dogs, surely; worms, butterflies and Antarctic krill, probably not.

But in the last 10 years or so, this understanding has been repeatedly disrupted by new scientific breakthroughs. We are now well versed in the playfulness and creativity of cephalopods, the intelligent communication between fungi and the interspecies sharing economy in forests. Honeybees recognize faces, use tools, make collective decisions, dance to communicate and appear to understand higher-order concepts like zero. Plants can feel you touching them. In fact, the evolutionary ecologist Monica Gagliano has suggested that pea plants can learn behavior, identify the sound of running water and grow towards it and communicate via clicking sounds. When you consider that plants account for around 80% of the total biomass on Earth (the biomass of humans is roughly equivalent to that of Antarctic krill), then extending consciousness to them would mean we are living on a vastly conscious planet.

Recent research into slime mold — a single-celled eukaryotic organism that has no brain, no nervous system and looks like a yellow puddle — found that it makes decisions, perceives its surroundings and can choose the most nutritious food from numerous options. As an experiment, researchers arranged oat flakes in the geographical pattern of cities around Tokyo, and the slime mold constructed nutrient channeling tubes that closely mimicked the painstakingly planned metropolitan railway system. At Columbia University, the biologist Martin Picard has discovered that mitochondria, the organelles found in the cells of almost every complex organism, “communicate with each other and with the cell nucleus, exhibit group formation and interdependence, synchronize their behaviors and functionally specialize to accomplish specific functions within the organism.” Nobody is concluding that mitochondria are conscious, but if an animal the size of a dog acted like this, would we intuitively ascribe to it some basic level of consciousness?

“I find it striking,” the neuroscientist Christof Koch told me on a video call, “that after 2,400 years, we are now back to panpsychism. This is like scientists discussing whether the Earth is actually flat, or if the heart is the seat of the soul. I mean …”

“Panpsychism re-enchants the world, embeds us profoundly within the climate crisis and places us on a continuum of consciousness with all that we see around us.”

Koch, one of the world’s most renowned neuroscientists, is the chief scientist of the MindScope Program at the Allen Institute for Brain Science in Seattle. Throughout the 1990s and early 2000s, he worked closely with the late Nobel Laureate Francis Crick (who, alongside James Watson, Maurice Wilkins and Rosalind Franklin, discovered the double helix structure of DNA) to build the foundations for a neuroscience of consciousness.

In recent years, Koch has become a champion and staunch defender of Integrated Information Theory (IIT), a leading theory in the neuroscience of consciousness developed by the Italian neuroscientist and psychiatrist Giulio Tononi. IIT is concerned with developing a method to measure the amount of integrated information (which, it posits, represents consciousness) in a physical system. In other words, is something conscious and, if so, how conscious? One of Tononi and Koch’s many ambitions is to create a practical device, “a consciousness meter,” which could measure the level of consciousness in patients in a vegetative state.

Tononi’s scientific research aligned with what some philosophers of consciousness believe about panpsychism: “It says consciousness is graded and much more widely distributed,” Koch said. “Giulio tried to downplay that at first because he felt people would then reject it out of hand, but I kept on pushing.” In 2015, they published a paper together titled “Consciousness: Here, There and Everywhere?” in which they stated that while IIT was not developed with panpsychism in mind, it did seem to share its central intuitions.

“A lot of people say that’s wacky: Any theory that predicts a microbe is conscious is crazy because it’s so different from my insight into the state of the world,” Koch told me. When people hear the word consciousness, he explained, they assume qualities like self-awareness, emotion, pleasure and pain, but here we are talking about a degree of consciousness that is far more basic: experience. “Clearly, the paramecium doesn’t have psychology; it doesn’t hear bees, it doesn’t worry about the weekend. But the claim is: It feels like something to be the paramecium — and once the cell membrane dissolves and it disintegrates and dies, it doesn’t feel like anything anymore.”

In 2013, Koch traveled to a Tibetan monastery in southern India for a symposium on physics, biology and brain science between Buddhist monk-scholars and Western scientists where he presented the contemporary Western consensus that only humans and some animals are blessed with consciousness. While there, Koch helped with teaching at the monastery. “We showed some movies of little bacteria moving around and asked them what they thought,” he told me. “They said they were clearly sentient. They had no trouble with that.”

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Arthur Stanley Eddington was a pacifist Quaker from a family of farmers in the north of England. In 1913, at the age of 30, he started working as a professor of astronomy at Cambridge. Six years later, he and the Royal Astronomer Frank Watson Dyson became perhaps the first scientists to prove Albert Einstein’s general theory of relativity, catapulting Einstein, who was then mostly unknown in the English-speaking world so soon after the end of World War I, to global notoriety. Eddington and Dyson organized expeditions to Principe and Brazil to observe a solar eclipse and record what Einstein had predicted: gravity bends light. Newton was overthrown, and a new revolution in science began.

Upon his return from Brazil, Eddington dove into the work of the mathematician Bertrand Russell. One of Russell’s observations, first developed in the 1920s and furthered in the 1950s, was this: “All that physics gives us is certain equations giving abstract properties of their changes. But as to what it is that changes, and what it changes from and to — as to this, physics is silent.” In other words, while physical science might appear to give us a nearly complete account of the nature of matter — what everything is made of — it really only provides a description of mathematical structures: the “causal skeleton” of reality. These descriptions are incredibly valuable and have led to many of humanity’s greatest scientific achievements, because they can be used to predict how matter will behave. But as Goff said to me: “Physical science only tells us what stuff does, not what stuff is. It’s not telling us the underlying nature of the stuff that is behaving in this way.”

Consider this crude breakdown of water. What is water? Water is a colorless, transparent, odorless chemical substance that fills our oceans, lakes, rivers and bodies. But what is it composed of? It is composed of sextillions and sextillions of tiny water molecules. What are they composed of? Well, each molecule contains three atoms: two hydrogen and one oxygen. And what are hydrogen and oxygen made of? Subatomic particles like neutrons and electrons. What is an electron made of? An electron has mass and charge. And what are mass and charge? They are properties of the electron. But what is the electron?

“When I was a young physics student,” wrote the astrophysicist Adam Frank in a 2017 essay, “I once asked a professor: ‘What’s an electron?’ His answer stunned me. ‘An electron,’ he said, ‘is that to which we attribute the properties of the electron.’ That vague, circular response was a long way from the dream that drove me into physics, a dream of theories that perfectly described reality.” In a strange and convoluted way, there is a sense in which we don’t really know what water is. We don’t really know what anything is. As Stephen Hawking wrote in “A Brief History of Time”: “Even if there is only one possible unified theory, it is just a set of rules and equations. What is it that breathes fire into the equations and makes a universe for them to describe?”

Eddington, who by the late 1920s was seen as one of the greatest living scientists in the world, agreed with Russell: “The physicist cannot get behind structure,” he wrote in a glowing review of Russell’s 1927 book “The Analysis of Matter.” That same year, Eddington was invited to give the prestigious annual Gifford Lectures in Edinburgh, which he then turned into his own book, “The Nature of the Physical World.” Written for a wider audience, it contained echoes of Russell and became one of the most influential popular science books of the era, selling 72,000 copies in Britain alone.

“The Victorian physicist felt that he knew just what he was talking about when he used such terms as matter and atoms,” wrote Eddington. “Atoms were tiny billiard balls, a crisp statement that was supposed to tell you all about their nature in a way which could never be achieved for transcendental things like consciousness, beauty or humor. But now we realize that science has nothing to say about the intrinsic nature of the atom. The physical atom is, like everything else in physics, a schedule of pointer readings” — measurements on a machine.

Eddington, like Russell before him, felt that the intrinsic nature of matter, the thing that has mathematical structure, could be integral to explaining consciousness. He wrote that there is one clump of matter that we know and experience directly, not through perceptions, equations or measuring devices: the matter that constitutes our brains. We know that the intrinsic matter that constitutes our brains must involve consciousness because that is our rich and subjective moment-to-moment experience of reality.

Throughout the history of consciousness studies, the mind-body problem has caused theory after theory to collapse and falter. How does the matter of the brain, which we know and understand, give rise to the mystery of consciousness? Eddington’s panpsychist argument, said Goff, “turned the problem upside down.” In Eddington’s view, matter is the mystery; consciousness is the thing we understand better than anything else. The only matter we experience directly is the matter in our living brains, and we know that to be conscious. Therefore, we have good reason to believe that all matter is conscious. And while critics of panpsychism are quick to challenge its proponents to prove that consciousness is the intrinsic nature of matter, the panpsychists are equally poised to respond: prove that it isn’t.

This argument, Goff wrote in “Galileo’s Error,” “is hard to really absorb” because “it is diametrically opposed to the way our culture thinks about science. But if we manage to do so, it becomes apparent that the simplest hypothesis concerning the intrinsic nature of matter outside of brains is that it is continuous with the intrinsic nature of matter inside of brains.” As Eddington wrote in the conclusion to his book: “The stuff of the world is mind-stuff.” Consciousness didn’t emerge or flicker into existence; it has always been there — the intrinsic nature of us and everything around us. This is what breathes fire into the equations.

Despite the popularity of Russell and Eddington’s work in the 1920s and 30s, these ideas were largely lost. Western academia was then being seized by a group known as the Vienna Circle and their logical positivism movement. Interwar Europe was being overrun by extremist violence, dogmatic ideologies and political propaganda, and the logical positivists railed against it all by calling for “exact thinking in demented times” — strict scientific standards and rigorous objectivity. Logical positivism swept through Anglo-American universities and caused a wholesale rejection of abstract metaphysical discussions. The scientific method relied on what could be observed; what went on inside the mind was largely ignored in favor of how humans behaved, ushering in the rise of B.F. Skinner and behavioral psychology. Eddington’s work in particular remained forgotten until Galen Strawson, one of the elder statesmen of modern British philosophy, found his book on the shelf of a holiday home in Scotland and used it to bolster his modern argument for panpsychism.

Since the 1930s, our scientific understanding of the fundamental building blocks of reality has become even weirder. Particles have been shown to behave like waves and waves like particles, depending on the experimental conditions. Particles no longer seem to be the fixed and knowable objects they once were, and different particle physicists will give you different answers to the question, “What is a particle?” Perhaps it is a quantum excitation of a field, vibrating strings or simply what we measure in detectors. “We say they are ‘fundamental,’” Xiao-Gang Wen, a theoretical physicist at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, told Quanta Magazine. “But that’s just a [way to say] to students, ‘Don’t ask! I don’t know the answer. It’s fundamental; don’t ask anymore.’”

In a landmark 2003 essay, Strawson wrote that this ambiguity only strengthened the argument for panpsychism. The idea of our brains as “lumpish, inert matter, dense or corpuscled, stuff that seems essentially alien to the phenomenon of consciousness,” he wrote, “has given way to fields of energy, essentially active diaphanous process-stuff that — intuitively — seems far less unlike the process of consciousness.” Physics doesn’t show our brain as a spongey blood-filled mass composed of tiny concrete particles, but as “an astonishingly (to us) insubstantial-seeming play of energy, an ethereally radiant vibrancy.”

Of course, panpsychism has its flaws. In October, the Journal of Consciousness Studies dedicated an entire issue to responding to Goff’s book. It featured both critical and supportive essays from philosophers, psychologists, neuroscientists, the bestselling author Annaka Harris and renowned physicists like Carlo Rovelli, Sean Carroll and Lee Smolin. “The real problem with panpsychism is not that it seems crazy,” wrote the British neuroscientist Anil Seth in his essay, “it is that it explains nothing and does not generate testable predictions.”

Physicists critical of it have said it is trying to add something new into our scientific picture of reality that wasn’t there before, and that would therefore require alterations to the proven laws of physics to accommodate it. But in one of the journal essays that addressed this point, the philosopher Luke Roelofs (of NYU’s Center for Mind, Brain and Consciousness) argued the opposite: Nothing is being added to our scientific picture of the world — this is just a different interpretation of that picture. “It rests on recognizing that the physical picture itself is just under-specified: It tells us how this thing called an ‘electron’ behaves, and how these properties called ‘charge’ affect that behavior, but never says (never could say) what any of this is in and of itself.” In other words: consciousness is exactly what the physicists have been studying the structure and behavior of all along. “For a panpsychist,” Goff said, “the story of physics is the story of consciousness. All there is is forms of consciousness, and physics tracks what they do.”

The most notorious hurdle for panpsychism is known as the combination problem. It has been framed in various ways, but its essence is this: How can lots of tiny conscious entities, like fundamental particles, combine to create one big conscious entity, like the human mind? Goff has explored a possible solution via quantum entanglement. The Norwegian panpsychist philosopher Hedda Hassel Mørch has worked with Tononi and IIT to overcome it. And Roelofs has investigated split-brain cases — a radical procedure used for severe epilepsy in which a patient’s corpus callosum, which connects the two hemispheres of the brain, is severed — that seem to result in patients experiencing a split or partial split of consciousness. If consciousness can be split, then why couldn’t it be combined?

“Some people dismiss panpsychism simply because the combination problem has not yet been solved,” Goff wrote in “Galileo’s Error.” “To my mind, this is like someone in 1859 rejecting Darwinism on the basis that ‘On The Origin of Species’ did not contain a completely worked-out history of the evolution of the human eye.” Panpsychism as a research program, he told me, is only just getting started.

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In the freezing winter of Boxing Day, 1966, the medieval historian Lynn Townsend White Jr. delivered a speech to the American Association for the Advancement of Science in Washington. Fifty-nine years old at the time, White was a rigorous and provocative historian, and also a devout Christian. But through his studies, he had found something that deeply troubled him, something he felt resonated with the time in which he lived. In 1960s America, the general American public was becoming aware of the effects of pollution and global warming. Rachel Carson’s “Silent Spring” had been out for a couple years, and the landmark Air Quality Act (1967) and the Clean Air Act (1970) were not far off. Just four weeks before White gave his speech in Washington, a toxic copper-colored cloud of acrid smog, so thick it could be wiped off car windscreens, smothered New York for three days, causing 168 deaths and adverse health conditions for hundreds of thousands of people.

How we view the world determines how we treat it, and White felt the roots of the climate crisis went deep into ancient history. They must be analyzed, he thought, because to address the climate crisis we must rethink the fundamental mindset that caused it, without which our solutions might create even more serious problems than they solve. “What people do about their ecology,” he said during his speech, “depends on what they think about themselves in relation to things around them.” In his eyes, the causes weren’t solely scientific, technological, political or economic — they were ideological. Christianity in the West, he thought, was what first separated man from nature and established a relationship of superiority and exploitation with everything around.

Prior to Christianity, ancient paganism revolved around the idea of an animate world. “Before one cut a tree, mined a mountain or dammed a brook, it was important to placate the spirit in charge of that particular situation, and to keep it placated,” White wrote. But Christianity siphoned these spirits out of the Earth and placed them in heaven. “By destroying pagan animism, Christianity made it possible to exploit nature in a mood of indifference to the feelings of natural objects. … The spirits in natural objects, which formerly had protected nature from man, evaporated … and the old inhibitions to the exploitation of nature crumbled.” This led White to describe Christianity as the most “anthropocentric religion the world had seen.”

Christianity didn’t create the ecological crisis, White asserted, but it laid the foundations for an abusive relationship between man and nature. This religious ideology was infused with the Scientific Revolution (of which the key drivers were deeply religious Christians like Galileo, Descartes, Newton and Bacon) and ushered in an age of technology, capitalism and colonialism that thrived on exploiting the Earth. The universe came to be viewed not as organic and animate, but as a mindless machine, like a clock, the gears of which are governed by scientific laws. The wonder and unpredictability of nature was transformed into something stable, predictable, knowable and therefore controllable. Forests were there to be cleared, hills were there to be mined and animals were there to be slaughtered. This became known as the “mechanistic worldview.” As the science historian Carolyn Merchant wrote in a 1980 book: “Because it viewed nature as dead and matter as passive, mechanism could function as a subtle sanction for the exploitation and manipulation of nature and its resources.”

While we might think we are now living in a “post-Christian age,” this deeply entrenched mindset still haunts us. This “relation to nature,” White wrote, is “almost universally held not only by Christians and Neo-Christians but also by those who fondly regard themselves as post-Christians. Despite Copernicus, all the cosmos rotates around our little globe. Despite Darwin, we are not, in our hearts, part of the natural process.” Echoes of this story, Naomi Klein wrote in her 2014 book “This Changes Everything,” reverberate through a “cultural narrative that tells us that humans are ultimately in control of the Earth, and not the other way around. This is the same narrative that assures us that, however bad things get, we are going to be saved at the last minute — whether by the market, by philanthropic billionaires or by technological wizards.”

White’s paper caused shockwaves. Biblical scholars and theologians criticized him heavily, and he received torrents of hate mail accusing him of being the anti-Christ, a Kremlin agent and more. But he was a religious man, with no intention of turning his back on his God. In the final third of the paper, he reminisced on the forgotten panpsychists of Christianity who had implored people to recognize themselves as within nature, not above it. White called for his fellow Christians — roughly a quarter of the world’s population at the time — to look for ways forward in the example of a saint like Francis of Assisi, who spoke to his flowers and envisioned the Earth itself as something divine.

Throughout the 1970s, environmentalists and political activists pored over White’s thesis, and it became a seminal text in universities and ecological studies. But his panpsychist conclusions went largely under the radar. His critique became mainstream, but his call to action, at least in the 1960s, largely failed.

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The essence of what White, Marchant and then Klein are getting at is that our mechanistic worldview is not an objectively true portrayal of reality, but something that has been constructed. Therefore, it can be reconstructed. Panpsychism is one possible reconstruction. Our inability to fully comprehend the widespread decline of the natural world could be a consequence of our refusal to see ourselves as part of it. And the potential of panpsychism to put mind back into matter, reconnect us to nature, dispel human exceptionalism and revolutionize our ethics is, for many, a clear way forward.

While analytic philosophers like Goff and Strawson are keen to emphasize that their argument for panpsychism is technical, logical and based on strict theoretical frameworks, the Australian philosopher Freya Mathews has reached similar conclusions via environmental philosophy, which is more concerned with questions about how we live in this world. In 1991, Mathews wrote “The Ecological Self,” a book that essentially described a panpsychist view without using the word — “I didn’t want to shoot myself in the foot by calling it that,” she told me.

She went on: “I don’t think just accepting something like this at a theoretical level would change us. I don’t think that’s how psychology or motivation works. Reason can’t touch motivation; it doesn’t touch our deeper psyche. But if a theory like this gives us permission to experiment experientially with new ways of seeing and exploring the world — and looking for our purpose, as it were — then we might have a chance of discovering it.”

In the 1960s, the physicist and philosopher Thomas Kuhn analyzed what it takes to cause a paradigm shift in our scientific perspective. A paradigm shift is when a dominant theory is suddenly or gradually overturned when significant anomalies that disprove the theory continue to arise until it goes into a state of crisis. During this crisis, Kuhn wrote, we witness “the proliferation of competing articulations, the willingness to try anything, the expression of explicit discontent, the recourse to philosophy and to debate over fundamentals.” An example of a Kuhnian paradigm shift is the sudden change from Newton’s simple physics to Einstein’s far weirder theories, which, among many things, completely upended the understanding of time.

Mathews thinks we are now on the verge of another paradigm shift, whether that is to panpsychism or some other worldview that sees nature as more than unfeeling matter. “Our current worldview is leading to the ecological collapse of the planet,” she said. “And it is completely pragmatically self-defeating to continue with it.”

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Margaret Cavendish had a fairly robust set of environmental ethics that was rare in 1600s Europe. At a time when Descartes — who gave his dog the very human name Monsieur Grat (“Mr. Scratch”) — was arguing that animals were machine-like senseless automata that felt neither pain nor pleasure, Cavendish was trying to create a dialogue between man and nature.

In her poems “The Hunting of the Hare” and “The Hunting of the Stag,” she abandoned the human perspective to adopt that of the animal being killed. In another, she imagined a conversation between a man and the tree he is about to cut down. These views and others ostracized her from the 17th-century scientific community, and much of her work was either ignored or dismissed. When she became the first woman to visit the all-male scientific institution of the Royal Society in May 1667, Pepys’ account of her visit focused mostly on the offensiveness of her dress. She was viewed by many as insane and irrational; they labeled her “Mad Madge.”

But none of this dissuaded Cavendish, who, in her lifetime, published numerous books of philosophy, fiction, plays and poetry. “I had rather appear worse in singularity,” she said, “than better in the mode.” And if anyone was being irrational, thought Cavendish, it certainly wasn’t her. “Man is more irrational,” she wrote in 1664, “when he believes that all knowledge is not only confined to one sort of Creatures, but to one part of one particular Creature, as the head, or brain of man.”

On Women

On Women

(An abridged version of Arthur Schopenhauer’s famous essay)

Arthur Schopenhauer

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arthur_Schopenhauer

The nature of the female

One needs only to see the way she is built to realize that woman is not intended for great mental or for great physical labor. She expiates the guilt of life not through activity but through suffering, through the pains of childbirth, caring for the child and subjection to the man, to whom she should be a patient and cheering companion. Great suffering, joy, exertion, is not for her: her life should flow by more quietly, trivially, gently than the man’s without being essentially happier or unhappier.

Women are suited to being the nurses and teachers of our earliest childhood precisely because they themselves are childish, silly and short-sighted, in a word big children, their whole lives long: a kind of intermediate stage between the child and the man, who is the actual human being, ‘man.’ One has only to watch a girl playing with a child, dancing and singing with it the whole day, and then ask oneself what, with the best will in the world, a man could do in her place.

Natural weapons

In the girl nature has had in view what could in theatrical terms be called a stage-effect: it has provided her with superabundant beauty and charm for a few years at the expense of the whole remainder of her life, so that during these years she may so capture the imagination of a man that he is carried away into undertaking to support her honorably in some form or another for the rest of her life, a step he would seem hardly likely to take for purely rational considerations. Thus nature has equipped women, as it has all its creatures, with the tools and weapons she needs for securing her existence, and at just the time she needs them; in doing which nature has acted with its usual economy. For just as the female ant loses its wings after mating, since they are then superfluous, indeed harmful to the business of raising the family, so the woman usually loses her beauty after one or two childbeds, and probably for the same reason.

Female truth

The fundamental defect of the female character is a lack of a sense of justice. This originates first and foremost in their want of rationality and capacity for reflection but it is strengthened by the fact that, as the weaker sex, they are driven to rely not on force but on cunning: hence their instinctive subtlety and their ineradicable tendency to tell lies: for, as nature has equipped the lion with claws and teeth, the elephant with tusks, the wild boar with fangs, the bull with horns and the cuttlefish with ink, so it has equipped woman with the power of dissimulation as her means of attack and defense, and has transformed into this gift all the strength it has bestowed on man in the form of physical strength and the power of reasoning. Dissimulation is thus inborn in her and consequently to be found in the stupid woman almost as often as in the clever one. To make use of it at every opportunity is as natural to her as it is for an animal to employ its means of defense whenever it is attacked, and when she does so she feels that to some extent she is only exercising her rights. A completely truthful woman who does not practice dissimulation is perhaps an impossibility, which is why women see through the dissimulation of others so easily it is inadvisable to attempt it with them. – But this fundamental defect which I have said they possess, together with all that is associated with it, gives rise to falsity, unfaithfulness, treachery, ingratitude, etc. Women are guilty of perjury far more often than men. It is questionable whether they ought to be allowed to take an oath at all.

Feminine charms

Only a male intellect clouded by the sexual drive could call the stunted, narrow-shouldered, broad-hipped and short-legged sex the fair sex: for it is with this drive that all its beauty is bound up. More fittingly than the fair sex, women could be called the unaesthetic sex. Neither for music, nor poetry, nor the plastic arts do they possess any real feeling or receptivity: if they affect to do so, it is merely mimicry in service of their effort to please. This comes from the fact that they are incapable of taking a purely objective interest in anything whatever, and the reason for this is, I think, as follows. Man strives in everything for a direct domination over things, either by comprehending or by subduing them. But woman is everywhere and always relegated to a merely indirect domination, which is achieved by means of man, who is consequently the only thing she has to dominate directly. Thus it lies in the nature of women to regard everything simply as a means of capturing a man, and their interest in anything else is only simulated, is no more than a detour, i.e. amounts to coquetry and mimicry.

Absence of genius

Nor can one expect anything else from women if one considers that the most eminent heads of the entire sex have proved incapable of a single truly great, genuine and original achievement in art, or indeed of creating anything at all of lasting value: this strikes one most forcibly in regard to painting, since they are just as capable of mastering its technique as we are, and indeed paint very busily, yet cannot point to a single great painting; the reason being precisely that they lack all objectivity of mind, which is what painting demands above all else. Isolated and partial exceptions do not alter the case: women, taken as a whole, are and remain thorough and incurable philistines: so that, with the extremely absurd arrangement by which they share the rank and title of their husband, they are a continual spur to his ignoble ambitions. They are sexus sequior, the inferior second sex in every respect: one should be indulgent toward their weaknesses, but to pay them honour is ridiculous beyond measure and demeans us even in their eyes.

Insipid women-veneration

This is how the peoples of antiquity and of the Orient have regarded women; they have recognized what is the proper position for women far better than we have, we with our Old French gallantry and insipid women-veneration, that highest flower of Christian-Germanic stupidity which has served only to make women so rude and arrogant that one is sometimes reminded of the sacred apes of Benares which, conscious of their own sanctity and inviolability, thought themselves at liberty to do whatever they pleased.

Monogamy and ‘filles de joie’

In our monogamous part of the world, to marry means to halve one’s rights and double one’s duties. But when the law conceded women equal rights with men it should at the same time have endowed them with masculine reasoning powers. What is actually the case is that the more those rights and privileges the law accords to women exceed those which are natural to them, the more it reduces the number of women who actually participate in these benefits; and then the remainder are deprived of their natural rights by just the amount these few receive in excess of theirs: for, because of the unnaturally privileged position enjoyed by women as a consequence of monogamy and the marriage laws accompanying it, which regard women as entirely equal to men (which they are in no respect), prudent and cautious men very often hesitate before making so great a sacrifice as is involved in entering into so inequitable a contract; so that while among polygamous peoples every woman gets taken care of, among the monogamous the number of married women is limited and there remains over a quantity of unsupported women who, in the upper classes, vegetate on as useless old maids, and in the lower are obligated to undertake laborious work they are constitutionally unfitted for or become filles de joie, whose lives are as devoid of joie as they are of honour but who, given the prevailing circumstances, are necessary for the gratification of the male sex and therefore come to constitute a recognized class, with the specific task of preserving the virtue of those women more favoured by fate who have found a man to support them or may reasonably hope to find one. There are 80,000 prostitutes in London alone: and what are they if not sacrifices on the altar of monogamy? These poor women are the inevitable counterpart and natural complement to the European lady, with all her arrogance and pretension. For the female sex viewed as a whole, polygamy is, therefore, a real benefit; on the other hand, there appears no rational ground why a man whose wife suffers from a chronic illness, or has remained unfruitful, or has gradually grown too old for him, should not take a second.

No argument about polygamy

There can be no argument about polygamy: it is a fact to be met with everywhere and the only question is how to regulate it. For who is really a monogamist? We all live in polygamy, at least for a time and usually for good. Since every man needs many women, there could be nothing more just than that he should be free, indeed obliged, to support many women. This would also mean the restoration of woman to her rightful and natural position, the subordinate one, and the abolition from the world of the lady, with her ridiculous claims to respect and veneration; there would then be only women, and no longer unhappy women, of which Europe is at present full.

Property and inheritance

In India, no woman is ever independent, but in accordance with the law of Manu, she stands under the control of her father, her husband, her brother or her son. It is, to be sure, a revolting thing that a widow should immolate herself upon her husband’s funeral pyre; but it is also revolting that she should spend her husband’s money with her paramours – the money for which he toiled his whole life long, in the consoling belief that he was providing for his children. Happy are those who have kept the middle course – medium tenuere beati.

In almost all nations, whether of the ancient or the modern world, even amongst the Hottentots, property is inherited by the male descendants alone; it is only in Europe that a departure has taken place; but not amongst the nobility, however.

That the property which has cost men long years of toil and effort, and been won with so much difficulty, should afterwards come into the hands of women, who then, in their lack of reason, squander it in a short time, or otherwise fool it away, is a grievance and a wrong as serious as it is common, which should be prevented by limiting the right of women to inherit. In my opinion, the best arrangement would be that by which women, whether widows or daughters, should never receive anything beyond the interest for life on property secured by mortgage, and in no case the property itself, or the capital, except when there cease to be male descendants. The people who make money are men, not women; and it follows from this that women are neither justified in having unconditional possession of it, nor fit persons to be entrusted with its administration. When wealth, in any true sense of the word, that is to say, funds, houses or land, is to go to them as an inheritance they should never be allowed the free disposition of it. In their case a guardian should always be appointed; and hence they should never be given the free control of their own children, wherever it can be avoided.

The Shadow of the Divine Feminine

The Shadow of the Divine Feminine

by Joseph T. McMahon

A PDF copy can be downloaded at:

The Shadow of the Divine Feminine

https://fa214ff9-25cf-4180-9e30-4d7b288e9613.usrfiles.com/ugd/fa214f_81916c2117ce47ed99aa4ed568b48be8.pdf

It is time for this discussion.

There is a false narrative which is being perpetuated in print and on social media platforms which emphasizes certain language that refers to men as the ‘toxic male,’ and uses other terms such as sexism, male patriarchy, misogyny, etc. This narrative can be clearly seen spread throughout spiritual communities and ‘woke’ culture, but it is also being advanced within our educational institutions. What was once the mythological ‘Divine Feminine’ and ‘Divine Masculine’ concepts has been revised and is now completely politicized and weaponized by Social Justice Warriors (SJW’s), and being spoken of as the ‘Divine’ Feminine and the ‘Toxic’ Male.

But the self-described Divine Feminine has a blind spot – and it can be painful to see and accept. The hating, shaming, and disparaging of men for the way men see and engage women is ironic in a sad and unexpected way, because all these males were conceived, birthed, and raised by women themselves. If the ‘toxic male’ claim is to be taken seriously, then we must acknowledge that women are unhappy with the men they themselves have raised, taught, and sent out into the world. It is none other than the very offspring of women who women are meeting in the world. What kind of males are women raising and providing the world? What does the ‘toxic male’ accusation say about the apparent inability of women to raise conscious, respectful, loving men, that they claim they really want to see in the world?

When will the self-described Divine Feminine take responsibility for ‘their’ part in the way male babies are conditioned and enculturated? If you don’t like the negative sexual energy of the masculine, you need to see your role in creating, maintaining, and perpetuating it. The newborn male baby didn’t create it – he was born into it. He was born into an already existing insanity of a feminine energy that is blind to the underlying truth of their role in the collective unconsciousness of certain male behavior.

Women create sexualized societal norms by feeding it with their time, attention, and most significantly, their participation. The days of blaming men for the existence of pornography, prostitution, sexual objectification, cheating, body shaming, etc., are now seen through. Let’s take an honest look at the role women play in promoting prostitution, perpetuating pornography, and sexually objectifying and shaming the female form. What role do women play in how men see women? And equally important, what role do mothers and other females in general play in what ‘little girls’ learn is acceptable behavior? How do women contribute to the rise of the toxic ‘female’?

Here are some blind spots of the Divine Feminine:

1. WOMEN AND SEX VIDEOS – When a pornographic video is made, it is just assumed that the female in the video is being exploited or somehow forced into making these videos. And that may be true in illegal pornography. But the fact is that in the legalized ‘mainstream’ pornography of today (sad commentary that there is such a thing as legalized ‘mainstream’ pornography), the female actresses in these pornographic videos attend a highly publicized annual red-carpet event titled the “AVN” awards which is nicknamed the ‘Oscars of Porn.’ It is the equivalent of Hollywood’s Academy Awards. Awards are received for the best ‘performances’ in different categories. Some of these women dress up as nurses, nuns, teachers, lawyers, doctors, police officers, mothers, and LITTLE SCHOOL GIRLS IN PLAID SKIRTS, etc., in these ADULT movies. Nearly every aspect of a women’s future occupation is denigrated in these movies. You no longer see a ‘nurse’ or a ‘teacher’ anymore, you see an object of sex. (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AVN_Award)

2. WOMEN AND PORNOGRAPHY LEGISLATION – Lawmakers (historically and typically male-dominated) attempt to enact laws in response to women’s rallies and marches against pornography. Men are blamed for their bad behavior and for taking advantage of women. Picket signs shaming men (‘sexist/misogynist male’ accusation) are held high in the air at sidewalk protests. ‘Respect’ is demanded for woman’s bodies. Halls of Congress are stormed. They want men held accountable. And so, what happens? Another rally of women (shadow of the divine feminine) counter-protest and hold up signs that implore legislators “Don’t tell us what we can and can’t do with our bodies!” and “Men should stay out of women’s business!” The legalized pornography industry could not exist today without the willing participation and support of women themselves. Pornography videos would not be possible without females participating in the sex acts depicted in the videos.

3. WOMEN AND PROSTITUTION – Prostitution cannot happen without the participation of females. Many men who go to prostitutes are married or are in committed relationships. It’s a sad commentary on all sides. The point of my raising this issue here is not to judge but to point out that men are being labeled ‘sexist/misogynist’ and being blamed for the oppression of women and all sorts of ills of society. But what role do women play in prostitution? ‘Women’ themselves continue to advocate and petition the courts to legalize prostitution and it is currently legal in Nevada which has 21 brothels, some of which are owned and operated by women (Madams).

4. WOMEN AND ABORTION – When women rallied and protested against abortion, law-makers (again, historically and typically male-dominated) were petitioned to protect the unborn babies in their mother’s wombs. Again, counter-protests by other women (shadow of the divine feminine) prevented men from passing laws to protect the lives of unborn babies. On its surface it would seem that creating laws to protect the unborn is an innocent, loving and compassionate movement for a male to make – as sort of ‘protector of the woman’s womb.’ Instead, attempts to enact laws to protect unborn babies were met with picket signs from the shadow of the divine feminine that screams “Don’t tell us what we can and can’t do with our bodies!” and “Men should stay out of women’s wombs!” and “My body, My choice!” (some of these unfortunate slogans are real blind-spots, since it’s not the mothers body that dies during abortions – it’s the babies ‘body’ that dies). Of course, this is a complex topic and it is only being pointed out here to show how men can move compassionately, with love, and respond to the need of women in distress, when asked. But abortion is no longer just a last resort in cases of rape or because of health reasons – it is now at the ‘whim’ of the mother – the male has no say. It probably goes without saying that most abortions are because of the failure to use protection. Do women acknowledge the part they play (after all, it takes ‘two’) in preventing ‘unnecessary and avoidable’ abortions to begin with?

5. WOMEN AND LITERATURE – In 2011 the book “50 Shades of Grey” was written BY a woman (Erika James) – FOR women. By 2015 it had sold over 125 ‘million’ copies. Despite references in the book containing keywords such as: bondage, domination, rape, sadism, masochism, submissive, dominant, stalking, intimidation, isolation, abuse, etc., it is officially listed as a ‘romance novel’ and ‘love affair’ story. The story-line between the two main characters begins with an agreement that there will be no romantic relationship, only a ‘sexual’ one. Due to its popularity with women, a book trilogy and movie (a ‘chick-flick’) soon followed. By 2018 it had grossed over 1.25 ‘Billion’ dollars.

6. WOMEN AND OTHER PRINT MEDIA – Newsstand magazines target women and young girls with computer altered images of unusually beautiful girls and women. It is widely known that women’s magazines have negative effects on body-image beliefs of young girls and women. Yet women continue to willingly pose for these pictures, which affects the self-esteem of other women, and the Editor-in-Chiefs of these magazines are almost exclusively women these days. Some magazines refer offensively to women. One such magazine for women is titled “Bitch.” Pornography is another area of the print media (Playboy, Hustler, etc.) which would not be possible if women were not willing participants and did not pose for pictures.

7. WOMEN AND REALITY SHOWS – Storylines are usually centered around sexual innuendo and material possessions. Drug and alcohol abuse are made fun of and exploited for ratings. ‘Looks’ are emphasized and plastic surgery is encouraged. Fighting is encouraged. These are shows for women – enacted by women (‘Housewives’ genre, etc.). What message are women trying to send with these shows?

8. WOMEN IN SOAP OPERAS – Storylines center around dysfunctional relationships, sexual relationships, cheating, lying, back-stabbing, manipulating, greed, deception, etc.

9. WOMEN AS FAILED ROLE MODELS – In 1998 Hillary Clinton suffered national and international (global) humiliation when it was discovered that her husband Bill Clinton had been having a sexual affair with a 22-year-old intern in the Presidential White House where he, his wife, and teenage daughter, resided. Mr. Clinton could not have had this transgression without the willing participation of Ms. Lewinsky. The question may be asked (since the topic is the ‘Divine Feminine’) which is the bigger betrayal; that of the husband – or of that coming from another female? While it may be true that it was important to the Presidency to stay married for appearances, there was no such obligation after the Presidency. It was a betrayal that could have resulted in consequences that highlighted that women were not to be treated that way. It could have been a teaching moment. A moment to rise as a role model for all women, everywhere. Instead, it seemed to make cheating ‘okay.’ In 2016, Ms. Clinton ran for president and garnered 54% of the women’s vote in the country.

10. WOMEN AS CELEBRITIES – It’s not just men displaying less than Conscious behavior in the world. Many female celebrities participate in movies depicting violence, sex, cursing, vulgarities, lying, stealing, seducing, and on and on. Social Justice Warrior and Female rights activist, actress Alyssa Milano, created a comfortable lifestyle starring in movies with titles such as “Mistresses,” “Body Count,” “Wet Hot American Summer,” “Poison Ivy II,” “Deadly Sins,” “My Girlfriends Boyfriend,” and many others. She appeared numerous times over the years in nude scenes depicting sex. Miley Cyrus, another outspoken entertainer, appeared on stage riding a giant inflatable penis and has also participated in feigning doggy-style sex on stage with a male singer (https://www.google.com/search?q=miley+cyrus+inflatable+penis&source=lnms&tbm=isch%20&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwiq3tu8v7LjAhUYCc0KHQFZDV0Q_AUIECgB&biw=1906&bih=987).

Are these popular role models examples of how the Divine Feminine is participating in the awakening of the ‘toxic male’?

11. WOMEN AND THE GENITAL MUTILATION OF MALE INFANTS – One can assume that circumcision is a painful and traumatizing procedure for newborn male babies. There is no definitive medical evidence that shows it is necessary or even beneficial, yet mothers continue to allow the genital mutilation of their male offspring.

12. WOMEN AND TWERKING – What does the Divine Feminine say about the phenomenon called ‘twerking?’ Youtube shows video after video of females being sexually graphic, emphasizing sexual acts. How does this behavior affect young boys and men? What is the message that women are sending to young men and GIRLS? Search ‘twerking’ on Youtube (https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=twerking+compilation). Look at all of the views of these videos – remember, even 8-year-old boys (and GIRLS) know how to use Youtube.

13. WOMEN AND STRIP CLUBS – How does attracting men into strip clubs and bars, dancing naked, etc., serve the Divine Feminine agenda of awakening the so-called ‘toxic male’? Does it bother these strippers if any of these men are married or in a committed relationship? Does it bother them that they may be participating, contributing, or making possible, the heartbreak of another woman? Does it bother them that they are perpetuating the idea of women as sex objects?

14. WOMEN IN POLITICS – Women have not added any fresh or new perspectives to politics. On the contrary, they have just managed to master the same old political paradigm that men have been using since the early days of politics. They have mastered the ability to lie, manipulate, and deceive as well as any of their male colleagues, and even more so with the advent of identity politics. Female politicians have weaponized the narrative of female ‘victim-hood’ despite everything listed above. They have become equals to their male counterparts in exploiting their own self-interests and perpetuating false narratives for political gain.

Finally, there is something particularly misguided about a man who helps to perpetuate a victim mentality in women. The ego is enlivened by such stories of victimhood. When a man supports these false ideas of victimhood, he is enslaving women ever deeper into their delusion of being something they are not (a victim). It also reveals a blind spot in the man; he also doesn’t know who he is, and can only unwittingly play his imagined ‘role’ and project his own delusions onto the female.

A man who has touched his greatness will not participate in allowing a woman to play small. If he feels she can hear him, he will awaken and enliven a deeper truth in her about her true identity. A man who has authentically touched his greatness will awaken a receptive female from the delusion that underlies the erroneous narratives of personhood and victim identity. There is an erroneous belief that the world you see can be changed through narratives of either conceptual personhood (I am ‘Susan’) or mythological personhood (I am Divine Feminine). It is merely more role-playing. False narratives through personhood can only ever stay in the dream from which they arise and play out. Real change only comes from waking up completely from such delusions. If you know yourself beyond personhood then you understand this.

Stop speaking of the ‘Divine Feminine’ as if you are the personification of it or that you even know what it means. Stop ‘teaching’ it as if you know what you are talking about – you don’t. It doesn’t exist in the way you are imagining it to. It’s a concept and a blind spot. It’s a Myth. Wake-up. Move on to another concept and wear out that one too. Keep going until there are no concepts left to play out. And then maybe, just maybe, the perfume of your True Divinity will effortlessly herald in your already and always existing thought-free Presence... a Presence transcendent of even the concept of divine feminine.

“Why do you point to the splinter in your brother’s eye but ignore the log in your own?” (Jesus, Sermon on the Mount)

Witness to Inhumanity

Witness to Inhumanity

by Joseph T. McMahon

Witness to Inhumanity

https://ofaphilosophicalnature.blogspot.com/2021/09/witness-to-inhumanity.html

Years after 9/11, first responders are still dying from exposure. This is their story
https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/years-after-9-11-first-responders-are-still-dying-from-exposure-this-is-their-story/ar-AAOgXNY?ocid=Peregrine

Casualties of the September 11 attacks
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Casualties_of_the_September_11_attacks

Health effects arising from the September 11 attacks

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Health_effects_arising_from_the_September_11_attacks

In 1990 I was appointed as a Firefighter in the New York City Fire Department (FDNY) and was assigned to a single Engine firehouse located just several blocks away from the World Trade Center. I had been in the ‘Twin Towers’ buildings many, many, times - mostly for emergencies. My Engine company responded to the World Trade Center bombing in 1993 - which would foreshadow what was to come several years later (as a result of the 1993 bombing, a self-study guide titled ‘Emergency Response To Terrorism’ was developed in 1997 – which had cross-hairs on the area where the building would be struck by planes just four years later). In 1998 I was promoted to Fire Marshal following a written examination. The FDNY’s Fire Marshals investigate the ‘origin and cause’ of fires within the 5 boroughs of the City of New York. So on September 11, 2001, I was a Fire Marshal, and after the buildings collapsed, Fire Marshals were reassigned from their normal duties of investigating fires and tasked with morgue duty at ground zero for the specific purpose/objective of assisting in identifying and recovering the remains of 343 missing New York City Firefighters.

All Fire Marshals in the FDNY must serve as Firefighters before becoming Fire Marshals. This fact made them uniquely qualified to help in identifying and recovering remains of the Fire Department’s missing members. Having served as Firefighters themselves, Fire Marshals know the types of equipment Firefighters carry and wear, and can spot these items intermingled with other human remains and collapse debris as they came through the morgue - separating and tracking those remains as potential biological remains of Firefighters. Many times due to the destructive force of the buildings collapsing and resulting fires, it took a discerning eye to recognize metal parts of bunker gear that may be mixed in with remains – for example, metal bunker coat ‘snaps’, steel toes of boots, melted handle-talkie parts, hand tools, or even ‘1620’ keys (a key that all firefighters carry with them while on duty) intermingled with biological material, cement dust, and other debris. Fire Marshals were uniquely qualified to perform this task.

A temporary morgue site was established in mobile trailers next to the collapse area to facilitate more immediate access to morgue personnel from the City’s Medical Examiners Office. All remains - and ‘suspected’ remains, were viewed by a New York City Medical Examiner with an FDNY Fire Marshal and a New York City Police (NYPD) Detective at their side (the NYPD also had personnel tasked with identifying and tracking remains of their 23 missing NYPD personnel). The process of identifying remains was accomplished through physically viewing all remains that were brought into the temporary morgue from what became known as ‘the pile’. Sometimes only ‘biological material’ was brought in, i.e., something that resembled flesh, or something that looked like it was stained with blood, or something that appeared to have hair, etc. Remains and suspected remains were photographed, numbered, catalogued, and samples collected for DNA analysis.

It is difficult to describe what being assigned to morgue duty was like. I witnessed the aftermath of the destruction of nearly 3,000 innocent human lives on a daily basis. It is not easily described in words. It is also unpleasant to recount. I wrote an account of the events of 9/11 many years ago. Rather than relive what I witnessed, I will just share excerpts of what I have already written earlier, elsewhere. Concerning the morning following 9/11 after working throughout the night at the temporary morgue:

“I am on the pile looking for survivors, body parts, anything. I found many body parts: hands sticking out of rubble, feet in shoes, crushed heads, slabs of skin, it was so heartbreaking. Many of these body parts were impaled or crushed in-between objects, which made their removal impossible with hand tools. There was nothing to do but to concentrate on trying to find a ‘viable’ life. Sadly, this would not happen.”

and;

“I recall how difficult it was to navigate the rubble and I was concerned that I was going to get injured. I was traversing the debris using horizontal and vertical/diagonal steel I-beams which were wet. I probed deep onto the rubble. It was slippery. There were drops of 20, 30, and 40 feet in between these I-beams in some places. If I slipped or fell, I would be killed or impaled on one of the pieces of rebar or electrical conduit that was sticking out from everywhere beneath me. Worse, I felt that if I did get hurt, then everything would have to come to a stop to rescue ‘me’. I really should be back at the morgue – that was my assignment. I took one more look around from where I was standing and then carefully made my way back to the outskirts of the collapsed buildings.”

“For the rest of the day I continued to work in the temporary morgue in the lobby of 3 World Financial Center (WFC) on the corner of Vesey Street and West Street, tagging bodies and body parts as they came off the pile. It was horrific to see human beings in these states of deformity.”

Concerning morgue duties over the next several months, I recorded the following:

“I have seen bones ‘pulverized’. By this I mean to say that it would be like taking a pair of blue jeans and making knots in the bottom of the pant legs and filling the pants with sand. The legs are flexible at all points, in all directions, from top to bottom. It is an unbelievable sight that defies logic in the sense that many times the limb is still intact (the skin is unbroken). Again, it is difficult to comprehend the type of force that could cause such an injury and yet leave the limb intact.”

and;

“With respect to other aspects of bones, I have seen them in conditions expected in recently deceased bodies, with tissue and tendon attached in varying degrees and with associated redness in relation to its exposure since its discovery. In the case of broken bones, there could also be marrow. I have seen bones burned to varying degrees. I have seen them burned charcoal, I have seen them burned black with the texture of alligator skin, and I have seen them burned white.”

and;

“Teeth were usually found intact in a head or if not, detached but as part of the mandible (lower jaw). Teeth are the strongest element of a human body and would be recovered even if there were no other biological material left of a body. Dental records were used to identify these remains.”

also;

“Deformations were so complicated that they did not seem humanly possible, and of course they were not. I have seen a body bag opened up and an object the size of a large handbag placed on the medical examiner’s table. I recall being upset that someone would bring WTC debris into the morgue. After all, it was important work we were doing, and I couldn’t understand why our work should be interrupted for this. The medical examiner carefully ‘unrolled’ the object, which turned out to be a complete human being. Head, arms, legs, torso. Everything.” (In retrospect, it gave the appearance that a giant had rolled the body up between its forefinger and thumb).
lastly;

“A body bag was opened on the Medical Examiners table. Inside, was a single leather fire department boot. Inside the boot was part of a leg. The head, or knuckle, of the bone was protruding from the top of the boot. The medical examiner skillfully slid the partial leg out of the boot. I mentally noted that there was no sock on the foot (some firefighters choose to be barefoot inside their boots). I also noted the hair on the leg and that it was dark in color. For all practical purposes, it appeared to me to be a well-preserved lower leg and foot. As I have noted elsewhere, it was hard to comprehend how a body part could appear so undamaged when it was obvious that it had been ripped from the connecting tissue and bone. True, leather boots were strong and had steel toes and shanks, but even the boot seemed in good condition.

I took the boot to another table where I cleaned off the interior of the boot to try to identify markings on the inside. The FDNY requires that boots be marked with the first initial and last name of the Firefighter on the inside. In the event that there was no marking from the owner of the boot, there was sometimes a label with serial numbers on the inside of the boot that would help us track down the owner by calling the Quarter Master and giving them the serial number on the boot.

A call to the Quarter Master was only needed as a formality to confirm what I was about to see. The first initial “X” followed by the name “Xxxxxx”. “X. Xxxxxx”. I wanted to wretch. I started breathing heavy. My heart started racing. This was the remains of one of the most highly decorated firefighters in the FDNY. As I looked at his boot and leg, I fought back tears. I could not believe that such a hero, such a legend, of the greatest Fire Department in the world could be reduced to what was before me.”

(There were many more notes I made which I feel are too disturbing to make public here).

I continued to work on the morgue detail for 8 months, until they declared the recovery effort over (May 2002). I had been doing a job that no one could ever really be prepared for – no matter how much training they have had. I have even witnessed Medical Examiner staff having a hard time processing all of the deformities and ways that a human being can be found in. As the Fire Department representative at the morgue sites I had to sometimes be a priest and a psychologist (neither of which I had any background in). Family members of missing firefighters would come into our trailer at ground zero and ask if we recovered any remains of their loved ones yet. Maybe they knew that nothing would be recovered, but they just wanted to be as close as they could to the last place their loved one was seen. It was understandable. I had to navigate their sadness, anger, hopelessness, etc. I had to be extremely careful how I answered each one. Some were seasoned retired firefighters whose firefighter relative was missing in the collapse; some were children of missing firefighters; Some were distraught. Some stunned. Some wanted technical answers, like a military style ‘report’, while others just walked in speechless and stared and stood there – I had to gently ask them “Can I help you?” just to break their trance. Some needed consoling.

In the shadow and backyard of the recovery effort, another tragedy struck us on November 12th, 2001 - the crash of American Airlines flight 587, which killed 251 passengers and 9 crew members (and 1 dog in the cargo area of the plane) – as well as 5 people on the ground. The crash occurred in Belle Harbor, Queens, New York, just after take off. It was assumed at the time that it was another terrorist attack. I was present at the temporary morgue site at ground zero when the plane crashed. I was called at the morgue and directed to put all the rubber gloves and body bags that I could find into the department vehicle and get over to Floyd Bennett Field right away. I did as instructed and was there in short order. I was put to work right away (Floyd Bennett Field is an old airfield near the crash site with large empty hangars - making it a convenient and logical place to stage a temporary morgue site).

Some of what I recorded:

“The crash of American Airlines flight 587 was, for me, a different kind of horror. The smell of jet fuel dominated the air in the hangar at Floyd Bennett Field after the bodies arrived in box trucks. They would back the trucks into the hangar, slide up the rear door panel and there were the bodies piled atop each other. Some trucks were piled nearly 3-4 feet high with bodies. There was no dignity in the way they were transported, but I just accepted it as an operational necessity - to expedite the removal of bodies from the crash site. These were freshly dead people who, except for their injuries, some appeared to just be ‘sleeping’. Their bodies moved and wiggled as we took them and laid them out on the ground. Their bodies were not yet cold, nor had rigor mortis set in. There was very little blood, indicating to me a very sudden and unexpected death that had not raised their blood pressures and had stopped their hearts on impact. I wanted to shake or poke them in more than one instance, thinking that they would get up if I did. But I knew it was futile, and I resisted the urge. They were gone.”

and;

“With respect to their injuries, I would have to say that deformities of the bodies were the major visual trauma for me. Seat belts were embedded in torsos. The belts gave the impression that they had been threaded through the bodies. They disappeared into one side of the body and came out on the opposite side. It was unreal. Contortions of limbs and pulverized bones, were common and stand out in my mind. There was also a small child who was covered up right away. It was heartbreaking.”

In May of 2002, eight months after rescue and recovery efforts began, the City of New York declared that the recovery effort at ground zero had come to its conclusion. I was reassigned back to Fire Marshal duties for about a week before I was promoted to Lieutenant and assigned back to a firehouse as an Engine Company Officer.

20 YEARS LATER…

With respect to the attacks on 9/11, one comes out the other side of it questioning why it happened. What was it that caused people to hijack commercial airplanes with hundreds of innocent people in them, and fly them into buildings occupied with tens of thousands of innocent people – all people they had never met before? I wanted to try to understand the irreconcilable. I wanted to understand the motivations behind such inhuman acts. I wanted to find the real cause of such disregard for human life. At one point, seeking to find answers, I attended a public talk in New York given by holocaust survivor Eli Wiesel, and later exchanged some letters with him. In one letter, responding to my lamenting on man’s inhumanity to man, he writes “Your questions are my questions too”.

What I have come to see after so many years later is that 9/11 was caused by ideas rooted in concepts of religion and nationality. Why do I say ‘ideas’ and ‘concepts’? Because in truth, Jesus wasn’t a Christian, Buddha wasn’t a Buddhist and Mohammad wasn’t a Muslim. Religions are based upon concepts we hold of a God of our understanding. And many times we don’t choose our God at all – we are born and we are told by our parents which God we will worship. But whatever God is, God is certainly not our ‘ideas’ or ‘concepts’ of God. Likewise, there are no ‘nations’ or countries as such. There are no dividing lines when you fly over the earth that delineate the borders of each country. And borders change due to war, treaties and agreements, exploring new lands, etc. So nations are also concepts. They are not inherently real in of themselves. They are changeful. Concepts are useful as something to be held lightly to navigate this experience we call life. But when we hold concepts in a clenched ‘fist’ we are likely to do the irreconcilable.

Perhaps the following will make more sense. I wrote this after many years of introspection and a desire to understand what caused the blue sky of a peaceful Tuesday morning to turn grey. I can find no satisfactory way to explain what I have come to learn, because it came more as an insight or realization - but the following is what I managed to put into words.

PEACE IS ALWAYS HERE

You may imagine that there are wars or violence happening somewhere on the planet right now. According to the Global Peace Index, Afghanistan, Iraq, Syria, Yemen, Somalia, Nigeria, South Sudan, Ukraine, Libya, and India/Pakistan are currently involved in wars or violent armed conflict.

Why do I say that you “imagine” there are wars? Because in Reality, there is nothing but peace in those war zones right now. How so? Because the conceptualizing human mind does not dictate what Reality is. It is the conceptualizing human mind that is actually responsible for the appearance of all of the wars and armed conflicts around the globe - when in Reality, there is only peace. Reality is what is present when the human mind has been paused.

If you go into any active war zone right now, and you removed all of the people in it, there would be nothing but peace. Birds would start singing, butterflies would start butterflying, squirrels would be squirreling, and fragrant flowers would be blooming. Peace is the actual inherent Reality in all places at all times. You see?

How is this already-existing peace covered up? It is covered up by the human mind that creates, sustains, and perpetuates stories (imaginations) about what it believes is happening, thus covering up what actually is (peace). Humanity does not know itself as it truly is.

Every man and woman is, in Reality, a thought-free being. You were born into this world a thought-free being and existed that way for months and years before you learned language and had the ability to string words together to make sentences and concepts (thoughts/imaginations). It is this overlay on your thought-free beingness that has created war where there actually never was/is any in Reality.

The separation created by the conceptualizing human mind - nationality, religion, political party, ethnicity, race, etc. - is responsible for all of the violence we imagine existing in the world today. As long as humanity believes the conceptualizing mind to be the arbiter of Truth and Reality, humanity will be bound to suffer the imaginations it entertains. This is the unnecessary and avoidable pain and suffering we see in the world today.

Peace Is Already Always Here. Always.

The Myth of Sisyphus

The Myth of Sisyphus

by Albert Camus

The Myth of Sisyphus

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Myth_of_Sisyphus

DBanach: The Myth of Sisyphus

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Albert Camus

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albert_Camus

Absurdism

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Absurdism

The Stranger

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Stranger_(Camus_novel)

Ebooks: The Stranger

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Albert Camus (Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy)

https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/camus/#:~:text=%E2%80%9CThere%20is%20only%20one%20really%20serious%20philosophical%20problem%2C%E2%80%9D%20Camus,the%20fundamental%20question%20in%20philosophy

The Myth of Sisyphus

The gods had condemned Sisyphus to ceaselessly rolling a rock to the top of a mountain, whence the stone would fall back of its own weight. They had thought with some reason that there is no more dreadful punishment than futile and hopeless labor.

If one believes Homer, Sisyphus was the wisest and most prudent of mortals. According to another tradition, however, he was disposed to practice the profession of highwayman. I see no contradiction in this. Opinions differ as to the reasons why he became the futile laborer of the underworld. To begin with, he is accused of a certain levity in regard to the gods. He stole their secrets. Egina, the daughter of Esopus, was carried off by Jupiter. The father was shocked by that disappearance and complained to Sisyphus. He, who knew of the abduction, offered to tell about it on condition that Esopus would give water to the citadel of Corinth. To the celestial thunderbolts he preferred the benediction of water. He was punished for this in the underworld. Homer tells us also that Sisyphus had put Death in chains. Pluto could not endure the sight of his deserted, silent empire. He dispatched the god of war, who liberated Death from the hands of her conqueror.

It is said that Sisyphus, being near to death, rashly wanted to test his wife's love. He ordered her to cast his unburied body into the middle of the public square. Sisyphus woke up in the underworld. And there, annoyed by an obedience so contrary to human love, he obtained from Pluto permission to return to earth in order to chastise his wife. But when he had seen again the face of this world, enjoyed water and sun, warm stones and the sea, he no longer wanted to go back to the infernal darkness. Recalls, signs of anger, warnings were of no avail. Many years more he lived facing the curve of the gulf, the sparkling sea, and the smiles of earth. A decree of the gods was necessary. Mercury came and seized the impudent man by the collar and, snatching him from his joys, lead him forcibly back to the underworld, where his rock was ready for him.

You have already grasped that Sisyphus is the absurd hero. He is, as much through his passions as through his torture. His scorn of the gods, his hatred of death, and his passion for life won him that unspeakable penalty in which the whole being is exerted toward accomplishing nothing. This is the price that must be paid for the passions of this earth. Nothing is told us about Sisyphus in the underworld. Myths are made for the imagination to breathe life into them. As for this myth, one sees merely the whole effort of a body straining to raise the huge stone, to roll it, and push it up a slope a hundred times over; one sees the face screwed up, the cheek tight against the stone, the shoulder bracing the clay-covered mass, the foot wedging it, the fresh start with arms outstretched, the wholly human security of two earth-clotted hands. At the very end of his long effort measured by skyless space and time without depth, the purpose is achieved. Then Sisyphus watches the stone rush down in a few moments toward the lower world whence he will have to push it up again toward the summit. He goes back down to the plain.

It is during that return, that pause, that Sisyphus interests me. A face that toils so close to stones is already stone itself! I see that man going back down with a heavy yet measured step toward the torment of which he will never know the end. That hour like a breathing-space which returns as surely as his suffering, that is the hour of consciousness. At each of those moments when he leaves the heights and gradually sinks toward the lairs of the gods, he is superior to his fate. He is stronger than his rock.

If this myth is tragic, that is because its hero is conscious. Where would his torture be, indeed, if at every step the hope of succeeding upheld him? The workman of today works everyday in his life at the same tasks, and his fate is no less absurd. But it is tragic only at the rare moments when it becomes conscious. Sisyphus, proletarian of the gods, powerless and rebellious, knows the whole extent of his wretched condition: it is what he thinks of during his descent. The lucidity that was to constitute his torture at the same time crowns his victory. There is no fate that can not be surmounted by scorn.

If the descent is thus sometimes performed in sorrow, it can also take place in joy. This word is not too much. Again I fancy Sisyphus returning toward his rock, and the sorrow was in the beginning. When the images of earth cling too tightly to memory, when the call of happiness becomes too insistent, it happens that melancholy arises in man's heart: this is the rock's victory, this is the rock itself. The boundless grief is too heavy to bear. These are our nights of Gethsemane. But crushing truths perish from being acknowledged. Thus, Edipus at the outset obeys fate without knowing it. But from the moment he knows, his tragedy begins. Yet at the same moment, blind and desperate, he realizes that the only bond linking him to the world is the cool hand of a girl. Then a tremendous remark rings out: "Despite so many ordeals, my advanced age and the nobility of my soul make me conclude that all is well." Sophocles' Edipus, like Dostoevsky's Kirilov, thus gives the recipe for the absurd victory. Ancient wisdom confirms modern heroism.

One does not discover the absurd without being tempted to write a manual of happiness. "What!---by such narrow ways--?" There is but one world, however. Happiness and the absurd are two sons of the same earth. They are inseparable. It would be a mistake to say that happiness necessarily springs from the absurd. Discovery. It happens as well that the felling of the absurd springs from happiness. "I conclude that all is well," says Edipus, and that remark is sacred. It echoes in the wild and limited universe of man. It teaches that all is not, has not been, exhausted. It drives out of this world a god who had come into it with dissatisfaction and a preference for futile suffering. It makes of fate a human matter, which must be settled among men.

All Sisyphus' silent joy is contained therein. His fate belongs to him. His rock is a thing. Likewise, the absurd man, when he contemplates his torment, silences all the idols. In the universe suddenly restored to its silence, the myriad wondering little voices of the earth rise up. Unconscious, secret calls, invitations from all the faces, they are the necessary reverse and price of victory. There is no sun without shadow, and it is essential to know the night. The absurd man says yes and his efforts will henceforth be unceasing. If there is a personal fate, there is no higher destiny, or at least there is, but one which he concludes is inevitable and despicable. For the rest, he knows himself to be the master of his days. At that subtle moment when man glances backward over his life, Sisyphus returning toward his rock, in that slight pivoting he contemplates that series of unrelated actions which become his fate, created by him, combined under his memory's eye and soon sealed by his death. Thus, convinced of the wholly human origin of all that is human, a blind man eager to see who knows that the night has no end, he is still on the go. The rock is still rolling.

I leave Sisyphus at the foot of the mountain! One always finds one's burden again. But Sisyphus teaches the higher fidelity that negates the gods and raises rocks. He too concludes that all is well. This universe henceforth without a master seems to him neither sterile nor futile. Each atom of that stone, each mineral flake of that night filled mountain, in itself forms a world. The struggle itself toward the heights is enough to fill a man's heart. One must imagine Sisyphus happy.